Finito/Fin/Slut/The End

Maybe someday.

through crisis back to where I started from

No I don't know why.

I've been concentrating on school. Weird isn't it?

transfiguration

I'll always
miss home; no matter whose.

Parachutes

Yes it's new terrain. I don't know what to do!

Okay last year I made this list.

Now I'm going to bold all the things I've managed to do!

This year I wish I'm going to

be happier.
be less tired (maybe I'll try to sleep more).
knit.
draw.
photograph.
update my fashion blog more often.
realize myself and my surroundings better.
not to be anxious because of school or anything I have to do; I want to learn to enjoy everything
be less lazy. I realized that it's maybe the key for my happiness.
spend more time with my friends.
live more often.
do something that I appreciate myself.
be someone who other people, especially my friends appreciate.

+I fell in love :>
+Moved to my own place

Well I feel quite good about this. I feel so much better now than then. I don't know yet if I'm going to make a new list. We'll see. Or maybe I'll just live.

Maybe this is new year

or maybe I just don't know it.

That's the way it is

I hate that sentence in the title.

The one on the picture instead is nice; "It's not easy for the genius". You know, they know too much, the understand too much.

That's the way it is. It's not easy for them.

I have no idea what I'm talking about.

Each time

No I don't feel like grey rainy days, going to the museum doing school work; walking speaking politics or anything else talking looking listening drinking tea or alcohol pretending smiling making up hair dos dancing going to concerts photograph draw paint move watch movies calm down think positive wet plants studying going to university going to work complaining being reading sunny days snow winter summer autumn spring I don't feel like that

I only want to go to movies sleep listen to music look through the window and go back to sleep

eight sundays, seven swans

I'm on holiday. It feels claustrophobic already; all my friends are travelling or at home in other towns.

Today I took my camera for a little walk. Saw nothing at all. But it feels fine for now. Nothing at all, everything is so slow. I can stay in bed all day just reading; finnish reading three books a day; spend purposeless moments sitting, looking out at the clouds through my window and listen to Coldplay or Sufjan Stevens.

Secret society acts

Nobody's safe.

Postcards from far away

I'm starting to get a bit tired again.

Breakfast, in bed please. Coldplay always seems to make me want to run down the streets and shout something deep about life, I do not know why.

autumnwinter

I've had an infernal inspiration for fashion lately and I've been drowning under my schoolwork and I've slept too few hours and I'm tired. So I haven't been posting.

Oh and I was also kidnapped by a strangest secret astronomy society. Trust me.

I love autumn. I think I should take out my candles.

Everybody's gonna love today

here
Tomorrow!

white fairies & little garden

Here's me and my friend Lily from my other blog.

I love summer

When it's not too hot and colours are sweet and it rains and the rooms are full of light. And you get to sleep, you can sleep the whole day if you want to.

don't go into the forest deep

Today I was really annoyed when I woke up. I went out to sunbathe and it started raining.

Today the whole world is rumbling lightly now and then, it's the realization I think, this is the strangest day ever.
There is some sort of an inspiration but everything's somehow restless.
I sent a postcard to a record shop in Helsinki, I hope the owner likes it, because I really like that record shop. I think I'm going to stalk that owner, hey that's an awesome idea!

Oh, and I noticed that donkeys are lovely.

me + my place

Yes I love it. You'll get new pictures as soon as I'll learn to photograph like this. I'll try my best.

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I'll hire some random James or Jeeves to drive my car so I can sit, listen to music and be peaceful because the landscapes go by without me doing anything. I think that's exactly the reason I like sitting in a car or a train. Moving from a place to another, going somewhere far. But I don't like going back home. In the train, between these two little towns it is so depressing, it's dark and everyone has left the train already but me.

kai käyn perinteen mukaan istumassa

Here

My summer has been quite lovely. I've been traveling a lot: visited Sodankylä's film festival and then Helsinki. I love that city. Today I came home after a lovely weekend, staying here just for a while and then I'm moving to my own apartment on thursday. I wish and think it's going to be awesome. I'll get some photos then.