Fear me, December

One day I was sitting in the kitchen. I looked out and saw that everything had turned in to silver. I'm not very proud of this photo, but I wanted to show you how beautiful it was. There you go.

The winter has come back to stay, thank God, and I'm happier than ever.

STILL AUTUMN

I'm way too tired. Winter visited us a while ago but then went. I want it back.

Oh no again

I might be in love AGAIN with someone I shouldn't. But for now it's alright because it feels wonderful. Still I'm scared for the feeling that'll come too soon if nothing will happen.

Took this photo when I was going to Helsinki last Tuesday.

Did you know that?

In the hospital I was so scared you'd disappear.

This is where I'm from

These cities are where I belong.

heyheyhey

Today I'm the only one who feels alone. Today the electric lights are pressuring and;

I'm going insane.

HEY EVERYONE

There are two people in the world I don't hate at all.

We're no wiser.

I never learned how not to be as my first love said to me: "I don't care, I'm not there"

There is one thing I've had enough

and I don't know what to do

if it won't end.

I've got the sweetest mates but sometimes I feel like I've lost my best friends.

Today

I've got this strange feeling
I'm losing someone.



It's strange here
No dark career.

a light

The things I've seen tonight
Don't you ever close your eyes.

The forests are with me.

So do you hear me?

Never divide.

Creature fear

Don't be afraid

It's just New Terrain

I got my rain and it was a storm

Start

They are useless hick-up cures
All except that trick of yours

Overhedges high
Climbs a smiling spy

No one should get what you got
Nothing should end where you start.


(Mew)

Hello hello I'm home

I miss the rain.

Uni

Näin unta että ajoin äitini ja veljeni kanssa autolla jossain, ja meinasimme ajaa johonkin rotkoon koska äiti keskittyi johonkin muuhun kuin ajamiseen. Sitten näin jumalattoman isoja sinisiä, sitruunannäköisiä hedelmiä joita kasvoi puissa ja kysyin äidiltä, mitä ne olivat ja sain vastauksen että vesimeloneja. Väitin vastaan, ja saavuimme kotikaupunkini keskustaan.

Walk away

This is me

walking away

with my mp3, Mew

This is me

happily

proudly walking away.

I had such a night

Sleepy

This attitude will take me through high school. Easily.

Falling apart

So that I could not sleep

My whole being was falling apart.

And the kiteboy's head

Un moment de mes reveilles.

Taisi tarinat loppua

No more stories

are told today

I'm sorry

they washed away.

No more stories

the world is gray

I'm tired

let's wash away.

Tänään tällaista

Mietiskelin tässä

että mihin pistin ne sanat jotka vielä jokin aika sitten

olivat aivan käsissäni.

Joka tapauksessa liekit löivät viime yönnä erään rakennuksen

maan tasalle

se ei ollut minun kotini mutta hyvin lähellä kotiani.

Pelästyin kun katsoin ulos.

On omituista kun sormenpäät on pitkästä aikaa rakoilla

Piano tipahti jostain syystä pois tänään

tai ei piano vaan tuo sähkövehje

En pidä siitä.

Conflictions

I'll set these cranes free.

A dream

I had a dream. It was autumn, and all the weman I saw were wearing a big skirt like in that picture. I thought they looked beautiful and wanted a big skirt too.

Kite would be nice too.

They're coming back

(Kuva: MewX ja Pete Heikkilä)

summer mornings

Especially when the sun is behind the trees and it's fresh and beautiful.

And also when it's raining and thundering.

Falling light is screaming and

There are reasons to be cold

It's so strange, that your friends are so far away.

An envoy to the open fields

And the envoy runs, runs like dying through these burning fields; and the envoy is burning, cold but burning and; the world goes gray and I'll play my piano and wait until my envoy returns.


But still; although the fields are open the trees are now burning, set by the defenders and; envoy runs, runs, employs, no timeless horse.

They'll ask me how do I know, but I'll just, simply, complicatedly, stretch the sky in blue.

Pariisi

Ja piano tanssii
kuin ei koskaan ennen
olisi tanssinut.

Kunnianosoitus

Sometimes life isn't easy.



I've never felt so strong and insecure at the same time.


(Pics: MewX and Pete Heikkilä)

CIRCUITRY

Of the Wolf.

Drown

Moraali

Päätöksiä oikean ja vasemman välillä.

Where was I

glass handed kites

What am I up to these days

Huomenna Lahteen,

3.-6.7 Ruisrock ja Mew.

Maalaamista, kirpputoreja ja levyjen ostoa.

I miss you

Facts

I love you, my friend, but what, WHAT is this jealousy, I have to ask.
I love you so but why are you so mean.
Why am I feeling like this these days?

The ground is gone from under my feet

Parhaita kirjoja ikinä. Kirjavaras (The Book Thief), kirj. Markus Zusak.

My hands are sold

(Sæglópur by me)

(Sold for 35 fucking euros)

156 päivä tänään

(Ei minun kuvani)

In winter you're an affliction

That repeatedly defeated me.

But I'll find you somewhere
Show you how much I care

Know that there is no

Escape from my snow brigade.

Bring out the someone

You need to see

For jealousy

We all know one day you'll leave behind

You're everything

And feel the spring come.

(Mew - Snow Brigade)

Voi vittu.

I'm so tired I can't sleep.

Dear friends, hold me.

That old passport photograph

Hey, I'm feeling kind of sick these days.

Öisin

Ja niin
Öisin äänet
muuttuvat jääkiteiksi.
Ne iskeytyvät
korviini.

The days stretch

And for now they're the longest I've ever seen.

Where have you gone

I want to sleep

And then hang around at home and maybe do some gardening or run as far as I can. This work is killing me.

Like paper cuts

One of the most inspiring things in the whole world.


I came for you
Just to feel you
Finally
Break in two.

Cicada
Sing like it was afternoon
Already.

(Mew - Like paper cuts)